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Tuesday, September 21, 2010
I got a message today! I got an A for my FYP! This is so awesome. Thank you God!! Thank You so so much!
Okay...so today i revealed the script. Argh. The look on their faces when they realised they got small roles. I didnt know what to do. I feel so horrible. I wouldnt put a yr 1 in if i felt you did a better job. And as for the girl....you were awesome during audition. All the yr 3s voted for you. But...argh....we thought about it...and then we didnt think it was going to work....argh! I Feel so angry with myself. Im going to write more lines for you. ....I will rectify it. We didnt forget you...We really didnt!!! ARGH!!
At least i got counselling from the person i was trying to help....I really needed help.
Thank You so much Vicky. Your blog reminds me so much of how i felt last time. I hope my experience with what i felt with all the things you are going through, and thing you will go through helps you to realise that its normal.
To feel the shot of pain in your heart when the person comes online and when you see a facebook post or just anything the person does. Or when you just suddenly remember old memories and start crying. Its normal. Vicky thanks for everything you told me. It helped me so much. I may have sounded selfish but i really am not. I just kept thinking stuff...now i dont have too. It really helped me. It may not seem to change anything. To me it does change a lot of things. I cant believe it.....ive been so blind.
Anyways enough...we love you. You can do this. He is not worth it. Date chinese guys! rmb our promise haha!
Talk about Exes....I had to read through my chat logs recently...i read some not everything...i tried to avoid it...but i still read some stuff. It was still really painful but at the same time really entertaining. It was so funny! The shit we talked about. Haha! I miss that person i was...even though i sounded so stalkerish in the convos haha!
One day im going to look through those chat logs again and laugh my head off. One day.
Alrites...I didnt have enough sleep last night so im going to try to get some now...hopefully im well rested tomorrow for my first production rehearsal. Pls God help me.
Also. God please help my parents. As much as i hate my father now....He is my father....They havent spoken to each other for over a month. Everytime they start "talking" it comes out as an argument. I hate what i have to go through. Cant you just stop doing this dad?!
You go through a simple Cicle! Cold War - Small Talk - Arguement - Cold War.
I go through: Your Mom - Im not talking about this - Its not my fault - Dont worry about your mom and me. And then mom will come to me: Your Father - I feel like i have no one to talk too - He thinks he is always right - Im so sick of him.
Today you drove the car away and left the both of us stranded in the carpark looking for you! And when mummy called you, you said you went to the other carpark to wait for us! You didnt even call! You made us look for you.We thought we got the wrong carpark. Then we figured you left without us. All this just because i told you to stop insulting your wife and her mother and her brother?
You called my grandmother shameless and desperate. How you think mummy feels? I just want all of this to end! Please.
I Confess I Messed Up
11:51 PM
The wound begins to close in on itself, to protect what is hurting so much.
_This Is Me__
~Name: Sarah Jane Gianna Anthony
Dramamama no.4
~Horoscope: Cancer
~birthday: 12th July
~Age: 18
~School: nanana...
_My Life__
~Ice Cream
~Gilmore Girls, Gossip Girl, Big Bang Theory
_xBitchesx__
x Studying
x Certain peeps...*hint*
_+wishlist+__
Razia's Shadow a Musical album!!
Time!!