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Sunday, June 13, 2010
A score in like the 3rd min lol...shiok! haha!
Hands touch, eyes meet
Sudden silence, sudden heat
Hearts leap in a giddy whirl
He could be that boy
But I'm not that girl
Don't dream too far
Don't lose sight of who you are
Don't remember that rush of joy
He could be that boy
I'm not that girl
Ev'ry so often we long to steal
To the land of what-might-have-been
But that doesn't soften the ache we feel
When reality sets back in
Blithe smile, lithe limb
She who's winsome, she wins him
Gold hair with a gentle curl
That's the girl he chose
And Heaven knows
I'm not that girl
Don't wish, don't start
Wishing only wounds the heart
I wasn't born for the rose and the pearl
There's a girl I know
He loves her so
I'm not that girl...
This week reminded me of all my bad decisions. The last time i posted this song was the time i made the biggest mistakes of my life. I decided love wasnt meant to be. I decided to let it go and i decided to be part of the other love of my life.
Both decisions didnt come out so well. In the end i succumbed to love and i finally decided that if i were to be drama head it would be the greatest thing that has ever happened to me.
I know im irritating everyone around me. Its not easy to stop being irritating when i dont know why i am irritating. Tell me why so i can change, so i can stop whatever that is making you angry or irritated. Dont expect me to just know whats going on. I dont have six sense...At least just tell it in my face "you are irritating me pls go away". I feel like screaming it out loud at your face. Im just so angry with you torturing me like this. Its stupid and its petty and i have been trying to ignore it for the longest time.
I cant quit, i cant leave, i cant give up what can i do then?
I love acting. Then why do i feel like drama was the biggest mistake of my life.
Dear friends,
Im sorry if i have not been going out with you guys. Im sorry if you hate me. I had drama.
Dear mommy and daddy,
Im sorry for the late nights, im sorry for making both of you argue over me and mummy im sorry that daddy always blames you for everything i do wrong and making you cry. I have drama.
Dear heart,
Im sorry that i put you through so much pain, making you break into a million pieces and putting you back together only to make you break apart again. I live in drama.
O.o US scored...fml
England forever...raises all our hopes then *insert sound of waterfalls*. :(
Anyways...back to my dramatic gleeful life...how facinating :)
Don't wish, don't start
Wishing only wounds the heart.
I made those decisions, i am going to stick with them. Im just going to continue ignoring everything.
Im just not that girl.
I Confess I Messed Up
1:55 AM
The wound begins to close in on itself, to protect what is hurting so much.
_This Is Me__
~Name: Sarah Jane Gianna Anthony
Dramamama no.4
~Horoscope: Cancer
~birthday: 12th July
~Age: 18
~School: nanana...
_My Life__
~Ice Cream
~Gilmore Girls, Gossip Girl, Big Bang Theory
_xBitchesx__
x Studying
x Certain peeps...*hint*
_+wishlist+__
Razia's Shadow a Musical album!!
Time!!