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Tuesday, June 22, 2010
....kept telling myself to breathe in and out but it didnt work...my face still looked so f*cked up. I really didnt want to come across as angry...I just couldnt smile or have any other look than tired and pissed. They probably think im being soooo insensitive...
I could feel my whole face burning. Everytime i tried to act normal and smile it was so difficult.
I saw my mom and just broke down because i felt like shit. Every single emotion blown up. I just felt so depressed all of a sudden. So pissed that i couldnt control my stupid hormones. It just suddenly came like that at the worst timings! ALWAYS! SO ARGH!
She pulled me aside because she was embarrassed....then she started lecturing me...i dont care im just glad my mom was there. I felt so much better with her just being there. BUT
My mom...she had so much to complain to me about and all i wanted to say to her was shut up, shut up, i dont want to hear your problems i just need silence. She spoke things i would have usually laughed about and consoled her on but i couldnt even change my facial expression i just stared at her, stoned and wanting her to shut up.
My dad helped me with my emailling...and all i did was scream at him.
Now that i have cooled off....Stupid Me.
I Confess I Messed Up
12:08 AM
The wound begins to close in on itself, to protect what is hurting so much.
_This Is Me__
~Name: Sarah Jane Gianna Anthony
Dramamama no.4
~Horoscope: Cancer
~birthday: 12th July
~Age: 18
~School: nanana...
_My Life__
~Ice Cream
~Gilmore Girls, Gossip Girl, Big Bang Theory
_xBitchesx__
x Studying
x Certain peeps...*hint*
_+wishlist+__
Razia's Shadow a Musical album!!
Time!!