Tuesday, May 11, 2010
Vomit vomit vomit. It never ends.
I have no idea what's wrong with me.....I'm so scared I don't know why I can't sleep I can't eat....I can barely breathe. I cold sweat. My head feels so light, it's spinning........ it's like I'm about to pass out soon but I can't seem to lie down without feeling like puking. so I just cry.
Anyways pls don't hate me for doing this.... I know you hate it when i do this. But i just wanna say I really love you... I luv luv luv you!!! I know you are hurting inside. I know tt something or someone is hurting you but you don't want to admit it. I know you have so much to say! So do I! You mean the whole world to me! I never got the chance to tell you this but after today, I realised how impt you are in my poly life! I just wanna say I'm sorry for doing everything wrong...Or not good enough for you. All the time...although I still don't know what I do to make you so pissed with me....I won't do it anymore, I will change everything. Become someone more mature and less me...I really miss you so much....All I need is you to make me laugh and all your naggings! I miss your naggings!! I really cannot survive this world without you! Thanks for everything! Thanks for always being there for me when I needed you! See you this sat! :) make sure you put your Etbr away :)
I Confess I Messed Up
12:50 AM
The wound begins to close in on itself, to protect what is hurting so much.
_This Is Me__
~Name: Sarah Jane Gianna Anthony
Dramamama no.4
~Horoscope: Cancer
~birthday: 12th July
~Age: 18
~School: nanana...
_My Life__
~Ice Cream
~Gilmore Girls, Gossip Girl, Big Bang Theory
_xBitchesx__
x Studying
x Certain peeps...*hint*
_+wishlist+__
Razia's Shadow a Musical album!!
Time!!