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Sunday, May 23, 2010
SO! I just realised AHHHHH!!! i need a new schedule book! Because of some people....i agreed to it anyways...milo spilled in my bag! and now everything has milo stains! and my spongebob schedule book has a really stinky rotting milky smell eeeewww yucks!
Anyways not impt. My godmother revealed to my mom today that she reads my 16 yr old cuz smses...
firstly i think thats like equal to reading a diary! It EVIL! Secondly...thank God my mom has no idea how to use my phone! anyways i was so surprised by what she said...
She told my mom that one of the smses spoke about his ex, he told his friend "i never knew how much i needed her in my life till she was gone, she wants me to change but how am i to change when i dont know what is the problem, i really love her so much." The girl is still in contact with him, telling him that she still loves and stuff. His friends tell him to get over her cuz she is being to demanding...
I was like Woah! You are only 16 dude and you are talking about love...and all that shit...poor guy...no wonder he looked so troubled. He even told me that he was never gonna get into a relationship again...I really wish i could talk to him...but he is never gonna come to me for help...so i hope whoever he goes too helps him. I hope he doesnt take drugs...i dont trust st pats boys :(
Alrights life lesson that i learnt today, im probably not gonna make sense again but here goes.
There are four phases that we go through in life. However we have a choice to stop at 2 and we never get to see the beauty of 3 and 4.
1) ignorance 2) Resentment 3) Acceptance
We all go through this phase of which we are naive and blur...we follow blindly and dont notice the cracks or the problems.
Then time passes...ours eyes are opened up. Knowledge seeps in. Suddenly everything becomes clear like in our faces clear and so we resent. We prove our worth we stand strong, we rebel...we realise that its all bullshit! We are going to fight against it!
However after fighting so hard it gets tiring...Its like a lobster trying to crawl out of a hot pot...it can struggle all it wants to but its still gonna get cooked...We too realise that its either struggle and fight for the rest of our lives and live in the pain and sadness or we learn to accept, harden our hearts and accept things for what they are.
Once we have done that, then only we can continue to the 4th stage.
4) Growth.
All our lessons learnt helps us to appreciate things better. We just continue learning and growing into better people.
Just like life we have four stages we have to go through in life when it comes to technology. Same thing :)
blog->facebook->twitter->tumblr
We are naive...start out with a blog...we find out there is facebook! and so we go straight to facebook! Then facebook makes all these privacy changes...we resent and rebel! either we stop at facebook and give up or we accept and settle for twitter! Once we have twittered we move to tumblr.
We will naturally appreaciate tumblr more because of all the struggles we go through with blogspot, facebook, and twitter...there is just no turning back... :)
I Confess I Messed Up
11:16 PM
The wound begins to close in on itself, to protect what is hurting so much.
_This Is Me__
~Name: Sarah Jane Gianna Anthony
Dramamama no.4
~Horoscope: Cancer
~birthday: 12th July
~Age: 18
~School: nanana...
_My Life__
~Ice Cream
~Gilmore Girls, Gossip Girl, Big Bang Theory
_xBitchesx__
x Studying
x Certain peeps...*hint*
_+wishlist+__
Razia's Shadow a Musical album!!
Time!!