Saturday, May 08, 2010
one. one. one.
Way too much for me to handle. Im one person, im not superhuman. I have feelings. My heart feels so heavy and painful. Im getting the strongest urge to cry. I just cant handle anymore.
I hate you.
And why is there another dude? Why didnt you tell me there was someone else?! Why didnt you say that there was a third party!! I am so angry with you!
There is always another dude...
If you are reading this. And you will. Move on. I dont want to nag. No matter how hard it is you have too. Its not that difficult once you come to realise it just wasnt meant to be. Stop the drinking the smoking and the gaming. I know she was amazing. I know you felt she was the one. She doesnt deserve you, throwing hints and all that... making you fall so deeply for her. Its bitchy and not worth it. Dont wait for her. There is just no point waiting. She clearly doesnt want you back. Stop telling me that you are going to wait. She is older anyways so thats why she probably went for the older one. More stable, more mature...i really dont know but girls are like that. Pls for everyones sake stop pining over her pls...It hurts every single one of us to see you like this. I need you back dude. We need you back! We know you can do this without hurting yourself. Pls just try.
Too much going on.
I Confess I Messed Up
12:49 AM
The wound begins to close in on itself, to protect what is hurting so much.
_This Is Me__
~Name: Sarah Jane Gianna Anthony
Dramamama no.4
~Horoscope: Cancer
~birthday: 12th July
~Age: 18
~School: nanana...
_My Life__
~Ice Cream
~Gilmore Girls, Gossip Girl, Big Bang Theory
_xBitchesx__
x Studying
x Certain peeps...*hint*
_+wishlist+__
Razia's Shadow a Musical album!!
Time!!