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Sunday, May 23, 2010
I have been staring at this page for the longest time now...i have so much to write but everytime i start i backspace it all back. I guess i should start writing now since its already 2.15am. I have to start writing...or should i just leave it blank.
Out of everything that happened today...i think im gonna write about what has been bothering me for so so long.
Who am i??? I have changed so much i dont recognise myself anymore. Who i used to be. Who i really miss.
I got smses from my lovers today and they reminded me who i was. Who sarah jane was to them.
To them I am this...(beware it may sound cocky hahahaha!)
Strong selfless confident awesome crazy as hell person that knew fully well that maths was EVIL! I am that weird and blur girl who always sits at the back of class and sleeps. I am that random girl who reads random facts and tell them all in class and gets my friends to laugh so hard the teacher sends them out of class. I am that girl who love Shakespear and romance and everything mystery. I watch horror DVDs so i could have an excuse to bring my blanket out to the couch. I am the girl who reads between the lines. I am that girl who doesnt give a shit if you are mean to me. I understand every little riddle. I am the girl who always has to explain the story after the movie ends. I am the girl who gets laughed at for doing stupid things. I am that girl who never wanted attention but just wanted to be accepted. I am that girl who knew nothing, always asking "where is that place?" "what is that?".
I am the girl who always failed malay and when i pass i would go scream. I am that girl who got a song created for her on her bday...even though every present i got was obviously not planned. HAHA! I am that girl who gets teased at every outing but just laughs it off. I am that girl they never think to throw into the pool. I am that girl they always forget to invite and it never bothered me. I am that girl who never cried because i lost something...because i knew whatever that was important in my life...i was never going to lose it. I havent. I AM ME! The girl with three names! ...someone who is mentally unstable and fun and super dirty minded and always made people irritated hahaha! I am the girl who HATES Vitagen.
WE ARE just a bunch of crazy baboons. The world is our forest...no matter how weird that sounds hahaha! I really really miss you guys so so much. I hate this world i am in right now. I just wanna be me again...!!!!! HAHAHAHAHAHA!!!! Things change...
Now i dont know what i am anymore.
Wow 3.10am superb.
I Confess I Messed Up
2:15 AM
The wound begins to close in on itself, to protect what is hurting so much.
_This Is Me__
~Name: Sarah Jane Gianna Anthony
Dramamama no.4
~Horoscope: Cancer
~birthday: 12th July
~Age: 18
~School: nanana...
_My Life__
~Ice Cream
~Gilmore Girls, Gossip Girl, Big Bang Theory
_xBitchesx__
x Studying
x Certain peeps...*hint*
_+wishlist+__
Razia's Shadow a Musical album!!
Time!!