<![CDATA[
<body><script type="text/javascript">
function setAttributeOnload(object, attribute, val) {
if(window.addEventListener) {
window.addEventListener('load',
function(){ object[attribute] = val; }, false);
} else {
window.attachEvent('onload', function(){ object[attribute] = val; });
}
}
</script>
<div id="navbar-iframe-container"></div>
<script type="text/javascript" src="https://apis.google.com/js/platform.js"></script>
<script type="text/javascript">
gapi.load("gapi.iframes:gapi.iframes.style.bubble", function() {
if (gapi.iframes && gapi.iframes.getContext) {
gapi.iframes.getContext().openChild({
url: 'https://www.blogger.com/navbar/20341465?origin\x3dhttp://k1ssme1mcontag1ous.blogspot.com',
where: document.getElementById("navbar-iframe-container"),
id: "navbar-iframe"
});
}
});
</script>
]]>
Wednesday, May 26, 2010
...theres no point to live anymore...Why the f*ck should i care about the world...Just argh! i just wanna get out of this bullcrap that i totally do not deserve i dont freaking hell deserve all this shit! I dont! I couldnt even clear my head for drama...argh! I FEEL SO DEAD! MY BRAINS ARE LIKE F*CKED! Why me! Why am i the one who gets all the shit?! ALL THE TIME! Do i look like a shit magnet? Does it say on my forehead shit please come to me?! Just f*ck and leave me. Just use me USE ME! Take my soul take everything from me! and then forget all about me? Treat me like im nothing...like i did freaking nothing! All the sacrifices i made!! All the weight im loosing is because of this! And what do i get out of it all...? MORE PAIN! MORE SHIT. F*ck this world! Its so so unfair!
Everything coming at me at once...i feel like a walking zombie who needs to make herself happy or she would drive herself mad...maybe im already mad?
I just wanna go somewhere and scream my lungs out...but i have nothing to scream...i have no more motivation...i just wanna sleep and sleep. All i can do is pray....
I Confess I Messed Up
11:01 PM
The wound begins to close in on itself, to protect what is hurting so much.
_This Is Me__
~Name: Sarah Jane Gianna Anthony
Dramamama no.4
~Horoscope: Cancer
~birthday: 12th July
~Age: 18
~School: nanana...
_My Life__
~Ice Cream
~Gilmore Girls, Gossip Girl, Big Bang Theory
_xBitchesx__
x Studying
x Certain peeps...*hint*
_+wishlist+__
Razia's Shadow a Musical album!!
Time!!