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Sunday, April 25, 2010
So yesterday was totally miserable again....I lost my earpiece I feel so so so down and incomplete!! Alrightsand my pms made me feel so emotional....I cried and laughed out loud while reading my story book at the hospital pharmacy and people just stared! But I couldn't control myself.
But I met an eight year old girl, after a sad horrible dinner, she was so cute! And she talked so much! So adorable! Made me feel good cuz for the whole day I kept talking non stop! I even moved my office computer around cuz I felt uncomfortable....hahahaha! I feel like I am not myself but somehow still so myself! Hmmmmmm.......oh right today!
I loved today! Loved it so much! Met azizi and went to school with him! Hilarious! Went out for lunch! We ate so much at fish and co! All of us felt like puking hahaha!! We celebrated azizi's birthday! Lol! He was so expecting it hahaha! But it was still so hilarious! Got it all on video! Lol but I didn't record the cute Malay gay waiter!!! So disappointed! Pfft. Lol!!! Hmmmmmmmoh yeah the songs at fish and co was all love or breakup songs! Lol! All four of us Just kept emoing Non stop!!! We even wanted to leave!!! It got really bad all of us left being all emo!
Went to the comic collectable shop! Angel wanted to buy an iron man live size figure for 1300 I think? The salesperson kept saying that it was fragile and you will need a big place to display it....blah blah! Hehehehehe! After all four of us going gaaah gaaah at all the figurines angel saw a man utd poster with glory glory man utd writen on it! And started singing! Hahahaha! Hilarious! Then she realised she was the only man utd fan! Lol!
The three of us went for date night while angel had to go.... Hahahaha the cinema cashier person hahaha her name was ruby lol! She was so so so irritated with us for taking like 15 mins to choose a movie to watch hahaha! She kept talking to the partner next to her in Tagalog with this super pissed face! Lol lol!!!!
We got milk for the movie each of us different flavours hehehe I got my wonderful banana milk! Of which half spilled in my bag! Lol!!!! Ohoh yes! Date night was hilarious! It was so so good!!! Esp when I watched it with hazwan and azizi! They made everything funnier! Lol!!!
Train ride home was just as fun! We followed wan all the way to chua chu kang! Lol but on the way we called up juniors! And azizi called Kaye lol! Then we put her on speaker on the train! And the whole train could hear her hahahahaha!!!!!! They kept staring at me and azizi! Haha! Then azizi called her a bitch cuz she said " eh I ttyl I'm watching soccer" hahahaha!!! Funny shit!
Took the train back with azizi! Called more people....talked a lot.....a lot a lot! Shared a lot of anger....said a lot of vulgarities on the train....he walked me home....We stood downstairs and just talked for an hour! Shared a lot of tears.....Shared a lot of our feelings talked about everything....tears streaming down both our faces.
I actually really wanted breakdown but each time when I talked to someone they would talk about their problems but I never got to share mine....so when azizi asked " what happened" i guess I just felt like I had to let it all out. I told him everything.....and he just listened and understood perfectly! He was there for me. And made me feel so nice......he was like an older brother to me! I hugged him so many times!
Whatever he told me it made so much sense....I realised so so much, both of us do...but both of us know that it's just something impossible to do. And so the both of will just keep doing what we do best. ......
Came home got insulted....scolded.....nagged.....by everyone in the house! Just as I wanted to run to my room to cry I open my door and I realise my grandmother is sleeping there with her maid.... I'm in the dark now just got scolded again....3 times about the same thing! I mean the whole bottle of milk spilled in my bag everything is wet! What do you expect me to do! Stuff it in my bag! Argh!!! I am glad I am updating about my day he switched off all the lights because my dad refuses to acknowledge my presence so he just switched everything off. I like it though the dark and the silence :) just what I need. ....
wells! I need to go back to my snoring grandma and just sleep.......just try lah!"
good nights everyone and everththing See you!
T
I Confess I Messed Up
12:02 AM
The wound begins to close in on itself, to protect what is hurting so much.
_This Is Me__
~Name: Sarah Jane Gianna Anthony
Dramamama no.4
~Horoscope: Cancer
~birthday: 12th July
~Age: 18
~School: nanana...
_My Life__
~Ice Cream
~Gilmore Girls, Gossip Girl, Big Bang Theory
_xBitchesx__
x Studying
x Certain peeps...*hint*
_+wishlist+__
Razia's Shadow a Musical album!!
Time!!