Monday, April 12, 2010
First of all! YAY! im finally feeling better! and!! im meeting my dramamama's this sat! cant wait! erm...orientations are this week...damn...cant be there to see my juniors...i hope they go all out! and use up whats left of their energy! LOL. errr
but hmmm...feeling really confused...
my mom was told by the doctors to becareful cause she might get skin cancer. but she tells me "ai yah...this doctor say i will get cancer that doctor say i will get cancer...i dont care already..." HAHAHAHA! i was just stunned. I dont know whether to be worried? or to be happy that she is thinking positive? Well i guess i am pretty worried, cant help it...especially when you can see her health deteriorating slowly. hmmm....
parents are telling me lots and lots of things... = confused.
my cousins were super nice to me yesterday... = confused.
My juniors are having problems but i dont know what is going on = confused
I got home walked to my bedroom switched on the light and my grandmother is sleeping on my bed = bewildered. What is she doing in my house? anyways
Having weird dreams...painful feelings, old dreams, failed ambitions, all brought back out...all a sudden...just one person can make my mind go crazy. Omg...i can feel my heart getting heavier and heavier slowly sinking...while writting this. Bleh just really confused...i hope my mind is calm for me to sleep well tonight. YAY! cant wait for work 2morrow! After im done... i will be doing excel which is a pain...but nah...at least its something different :)
HELEN TAY YI LIN! yes!!!! Its been one month! finally! Just 2 more months for me! and errr...5 more for you! hahaha! anyways I cant wait to do fyp with Leong! YAY!
and....my parents are going for their anniversary batam trip! Wheee! I will be all alone on for the weekend! and monday! awesome. hmmmm....a late night sunday?
I Confess I Messed Up
11:38 PM
The wound begins to close in on itself, to protect what is hurting so much.
_This Is Me__
~Name: Sarah Jane Gianna Anthony
Dramamama no.4
~Horoscope: Cancer
~birthday: 12th July
~Age: 18
~School: nanana...
_My Life__
~Ice Cream
~Gilmore Girls, Gossip Girl, Big Bang Theory
_xBitchesx__
x Studying
x Certain peeps...*hint*
_+wishlist+__
Razia's Shadow a Musical album!!
Time!!