its all over. finally back to work. back to school. back to boring and tiring life.
HEHEHEHEHEHEHE.....and back toooooo....hehehehehehe.
okok i feel stupid now. Must not doubt anymore.
I Confess I Messed Up 11:21 PM
Monday, March 29, 2010
Didn't want to wake up today.... Cus I knew there was bad news. I knew something was wrong. I still had to wake up though. Heard the bad news. Kept silent. I'm not strong enough for all this. I'm just not strong enough to handle anymore. I wish my heart is made of stone.
Tomorrow is the day. I wish I can just fall sick and not go. So I won't see all the hurt and pain, sorrow and lies. I'm tired, and feeling hopeless.
I Confess I Messed Up 1:31 PM
hmmm......hmmmmm.....hmmmm.....life....
i dk what to say anymore. I feel as if my heart is getting smaller...and weaker. Im so confused with where i am in life now.
Surprisingly i thoroughly enjoyed charismatic today. In fact i miss it...its been a long time since i let it all out to the lord. Gosh i cant believe i said that...seems so weird...i am do detached from christ now. I feel it, i feel myself drifting. I thnk i need to start back from the beggining. I have to try and maybe i would be able to get my life back on track.
I Confess I Messed Up 2:15 AM
Saturday, March 20, 2010
I Confess I Messed Up 2:25 AM
Sunday, March 14, 2010
Please stop. It hurts a lot. I dont think i can take it anymore. I wish i can just tell you that.
I Confess I Messed Up 6:46 PM
Friday, March 12, 2010
hmmmmm.....hmmmm.....
idk...what to do. its like history repeating itself...except there is less hope.
hmmmmmm....why of all times now....
fml.
I Confess I Messed Up 6:24 PM
Monday, March 08, 2010
hmmm....I had a good talk with a friend today. A really good one. She knew everything, before i could say it. She asked the right questions and comforted me. She knows who i am and what i am thinking. I guess i just needed someone to talk to. Ive been keeping it in too long. I felt so stupid and mad with myself. Guilt. I really felt like crying and telling her everything. It really helped to be told straight in the face. What can i do now. Im in too deep. It will be difficult. She said it too. I guess i just have to push on and make the most out of everything. Prevent myself from getting hurt. Never. Again. Im in ....
Paramore!!! was awesome muahahahaha! I am so happy!!! I had the best Sunday ever!!! WHEEEEE!!! Paramore was just WOW!! There is nothing else i can say. hahahahaha!!! What do you know...YAY! I managed to sing along to their new songs! hehe! SO COOL!!! hahahaha!!! and and and!! today i got my vans! hahahaha! i decided that its about time!!! and i went to the shop and got it!!! VANS!!! hahahahaha!!!!! what an extraordinary day!!
Went shopping with Keith of all people hahaha! he was so sweet! thanks keith! Besides being a sweet dude he was also an idiot! Didnt help me in making a decision at all hahaha! Sorry for making your feet sore because of all the walking....i dont usually do that much walking hahaha! BECAUSE of certain circumstances, it has caused me to be so indecisive lol...LOVE YOU! thanks so much keifu!!!!
Came home got scolded by my parents lol....ITS MY MONEY! so whats the problem? lol...they didnt see the other stuff Keith...phew! lol!
Human keep important memories in their hearts as silent memories.
oh wells got lots to do!! wheee.... peace outs.
I Confess I Messed Up 10:19 PM
The wound begins to close in on itself, to protect what is hurting so much.
_This Is Me__
~Name: Sarah Jane Gianna Anthony
Dramamama no.4
~Horoscope: Cancer
~birthday: 12th July
~Age: 18
~School: nanana...
_My Life__
~Ice Cream
~Gilmore Girls, Gossip Girl, Big Bang Theory
_xBitchesx__
x Studying
x Certain peeps...*hint*
_+wishlist+__
Razia's Shadow a Musical album!!
Time!!
