Sunday, January 24, 2010
i so need to update happy things....whatever happened today does not make me happy...just adds to the bullshit in my life i mean seriously wake up yo! i cant believe i had to lie to you....to make you feel good about yourself!! i have problems of my own!! argh!! leave me alone for a day!!!
okay plus today really sucks....
YES i like you....I DO....I REALLY DO. Ive been so obvious i even told it to you in your face. You took it as a joke. As usual you like someone else. At least i hear it from you. i dont get it...its like my third time im getting my heart destroyed over my carelessness and naivety....
I just need a day to laugh everything off...and i will be fine....falling for you was stupid from the start....but it still happened...AGAIN! AS ALWAYS and i feel stupid now real stupid. But life has to F-ing go on and im not going to emo about it because i already know i cant have you...so there is no point. After all its just infatuation...
So yes okay i feel better now....looks like i can continue to sms you everyday...
emo sarah out!
I Confess I Messed Up
12:42 AM
The wound begins to close in on itself, to protect what is hurting so much.
_This Is Me__
~Name: Sarah Jane Gianna Anthony
Dramamama no.4
~Horoscope: Cancer
~birthday: 12th July
~Age: 18
~School: nanana...
_My Life__
~Ice Cream
~Gilmore Girls, Gossip Girl, Big Bang Theory
_xBitchesx__
x Studying
x Certain peeps...*hint*
_+wishlist+__
Razia's Shadow a Musical album!!
Time!!