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Friday, January 15, 2010
Im not that girl
okay im feeling really sad and depressed today....and eating a whole truckload of food just proves it....i really dont feel good....and its not helping that i could go for green day! but i have school....and i just wanna listen to wicked non stop on repeat!! i feel so emo and horrible! the cold weather and my heart feeling so heavy and cold....argh!!! what is wrong with me.....my mom is not helping at all....its like i tell her to stop teasing me but she wont...she kept laughing when i told her i didnt feel good...!
lyrics to Im Not That Girl....( i know...im freaking depressed i keep questioning what ive done today! i just want to cry! but i cant!! cuz my granny is sleeping in my room...and my other granny keeps walking around the house!!! cant even take a piss!! argh im just going to go try to sleep...im tired...and maybe my hormones will calm down!)
Hands touch, eyes meet
Sudden silence, sudden heat
Hearts leap in a giddy whirl
He could be that boy
But I'm not that girl
Don't dream too far
Don't lose sight of who you are
Don't remember that rush of joy
He could be that boy
I'm not that girl
Every so often we long to steal
To the land of what might have been
But that doesn't soften the ache we feel
When reality sets back in
Blithe smile, lithe limb
She who's winsome, she wins him
Gold hair with a gentle curl
That's the girl he chose
And heaven knows
I'm not that girl
Don't wish, don't start
Wishing only wounds the heart
I wasn't born for the rose and the pearl
There's a girl I know
He loves her so
I'm not that girl
yes it was all pretend...me being happy...was a pretence
I Confess I Messed Up
12:20 AM
The wound begins to close in on itself, to protect what is hurting so much.
_This Is Me__
~Name: Sarah Jane Gianna Anthony
Dramamama no.4
~Horoscope: Cancer
~birthday: 12th July
~Age: 18
~School: nanana...
_My Life__
~Ice Cream
~Gilmore Girls, Gossip Girl, Big Bang Theory
_xBitchesx__
x Studying
x Certain peeps...*hint*
_+wishlist+__
Razia's Shadow a Musical album!!
Time!!