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Saturday, December 12, 2009
the mascara is still on
The mascara is still stuck on my eyelashes. Waterproof must be, lost a few lashes :(
So....im the head of drama! dont get me wrong! im really happy...all these ideas running through my head...what would i do for drama...but everyone seems to be against the idea of myself having extra responsibilities and i guess they should be, they know i wont be able to handle it... :( sobs...
i think it has finally kicked in...all the responsibility i need to uphold!! I dont know what to do!! im scared too!! Im not doing this for fun!! Im not stupid!
Him Gee nagged at me last night as soon as she came to hug me! "sarah!! what are you gonna do now!! year 3 next year!! exams next week". So was Helen, "Sarah! what!! are you serious! how are you gonna cope!" "him gee already nagged for me so im not gonna say anything else..."
My parents scolded me last night in the car, how my hands were shaking when i told them. However this morning my mom congratulated me, she tried to talk to my dad but my dad is still pissed about it...
i feel like no one is supporting me...such a happy day crushed so easily. Truth is if i put my hardwork in it i really think i can do it!! i have to try! give it all my best! So im sorry to everyone who knows or thinks that you know that this is the end for me...but i really want to try :D so pls pls support me to the best of your ability. All i need is your support.
Im sorry to me.
I Confess I Messed Up
9:55 AM
The wound begins to close in on itself, to protect what is hurting so much.
_This Is Me__
~Name: Sarah Jane Gianna Anthony
Dramamama no.4
~Horoscope: Cancer
~birthday: 12th July
~Age: 18
~School: nanana...
_My Life__
~Ice Cream
~Gilmore Girls, Gossip Girl, Big Bang Theory
_xBitchesx__
x Studying
x Certain peeps...*hint*
_+wishlist+__
Razia's Shadow a Musical album!!
Time!!