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Thursday, August 27, 2009
i tot it was over...but i saw him today...and he suddenly looked so delicious!!! no!!! whats going on with me!!! and talking to him makes me smile no matter how much i detest him!!! i hate him for being so fake!!! and yet im falling for him...this sucks!! i never liked him before!!! argh!!! stupid him i hate him for doing this!!!! argh!!! I HATE HIM!! WHY!!! i was over it!!! and i had to see him...with his hair! and his nice shirt...he was incredibly hot today sigh... stupid sarah!!! stupid seriously stupid you need to be studying!!!
argh!!! just when i wanted to tell him to say "i hate you!" so to make me feel better...he SIGNED OUT!!!! crap!! stupid stupid asshole stupid asshole argh i hate him!! why!!! why did he do this to me!!!
hahaha and i saw CPG on the way home hahaha! i miss the 1st year..helen and i were so innocent then...she fell for CPG and i remember he talked about bacteria on food, and she got so high hahahaha!!! old times...
I Confess I Messed Up
9:56 PM
Thursday, August 20, 2009
i know my new hairstyle sucks okay...
Anyways i have decided to be strong and not to get swayed by idiots yippee!!! Im so happy!! its gonna take a lot of work and courage and barrier making...but im gonna try!! im gonna be strong. I have not liked him for 1 1/2 years this will not make me like him :D YAY!! Sarah!! ganbatte!! hahaha! im so happy!!! my mind is free now!! free to study marketing!! :D Sarah is not naive and ignorant, but mature and smart!!
I Confess I Messed Up
9:00 PM
Wednesday, August 19, 2009
First time we met sounds like i can
And second time was just the same
Expecting your call, your voice again
I love the way you spell my name
New life, new love with this new man
I can believe in this new game
Trapped in your eyes and in your hands
I can love you until the end
A little taste of better life
A naive girl dreams of new life
Dreamin to get all at my will
I can believe it could be real
I wished so much to be with you
I can believe it could be true
All day im just waiting for you
Walking around expecting you
New life, new love with this new man
I can believe in this new game
Trapped in your eyes and in your hands
I can love you until the end
Hey Whats up man I cant explain
You give no call, you give no sign
Oh ! I dont want to understand
Let me believe that its all fine
First time we met sounds like we can
But once again it was a lie
and charming prince has gone again
Soppy princess just wanna die !
hahahaha why do i feel so emo...gosh! i cant believe that i have been stalking you on msn and waiting for you to come online....but you havent been coming online and it kills me that you are not online!!! argh....WHATS WRONG WITH ME!!! IM ACTING LIKE A KID!!! bleah!!
I Confess I Messed Up
10:22 PM
Saturday, August 15, 2009
my heart
argh! what is with blogger now...its got this weird format...
anyways im not happy with my studying timetable...3/4 of it is sleep, eat and laze...
i fell asleep in a public area for an hour!!! and then this small boy asked his grandpa what i was doing and the grandpa told the boy i was sleeping. Just then i woke up and my face was all crumpled and the small boy got scared!! hahaha! omg....i so need WARHEADS!! hehehe...
hehehe all a sudden im miss emotional... little things are throwing me off course.
Today i got jealous twice...really jealous...i had to walk away before people could see it in my face. hahaha! and right now recalling this, i cant believe myself.
I was so angry with you!! So angry with myself for being angry with you!!!
hmmmm....i guess im really naive. I dont know what to do. Im really confused. I have no feelings for you...yet i feel new feelings, feelings i have never felt before. To me you are just a friend. Heck! You are not a friend you are just a school mate, i barely talk to you. Problem is after you confessed, my mind cant rest. I hate not having control of my mind. I hate thinking about you. I dont know what to say to you or how to react. I act normal but im afraid if you were telling the truth, you might get angry. If i show subtle hints and if it was all a joke, then i would be super embarrased. I DONT KNOW IF YOU ARE LYING TO ME!!! Why do you torment me so! I hate being a girl.
I need to gain control of my emotions!
...i hate being jealous. Makes me feel so depressed. People only get jealous because they dont have what someone else has. And i hate how im missing so much!
hahahahahaha!!! today was really an eye opener, hahahaha! oh wells life goes on!! I STILL HAVE TO STUDY.... :(
I Confess I Messed Up
9:27 PM
The wound begins to close in on itself, to protect what is hurting so much.
_This Is Me__
~Name: Sarah Jane Gianna Anthony
Dramamama no.4
~Horoscope: Cancer
~birthday: 12th July
~Age: 18
~School: nanana...
_My Life__
~Ice Cream
~Gilmore Girls, Gossip Girl, Big Bang Theory
_xBitchesx__
x Studying
x Certain peeps...*hint*
_+wishlist+__
Razia's Shadow a Musical album!!
Time!!