Tuesday, July 21, 2009
10 things i hate about you....
I hate the way you talk to me
And the way you cut your hair
I hate the way you drive my car
I hate it when you stare
I hate your big dumb combat boots
And the way you read my mind
I hate you soo much that it makes me sick
That even makes me rhyme
I hate that you're always right
I hate it when you lie
I hate it when you make me laugh
Even more soon that you make me cry
I hate it when you are not around
And the fact that you didn't call
But mostly i hate the way i don't hate you
Not even close, not even a lil bit
Not even at all...
i miss you.
quarantined till sunday...argh....!!
I Confess I Messed Up
10:20 PM
Monday, July 20, 2009
i am feeling really stressed out today....plus i am really sick..i dont think i can go to school 2morrow, which is not good since 2morrow is the most important day of the week...all the lectures....!! argh!
i have a fever, back pain, and running nose...thats flu right??
and while i was "sleeping" i overheard my mom talking to my dad about how they want to nag at me cuz i have not been sleeping much during the weekends and this is why i am sick!! argh....i dont need anymore nagging.
and today i had a meeting with my german club president, and he told me something. Now its all on me and i dont know what to do!!! i am so confused!!! and i dont want to hurt anyone!!! argh!!! im so confused...i really just want to cry on someones shoulder and hope that person has a solution for me. However i know i dont have a choice...there is no solution.
sad depressed and lonely.
I Confess I Messed Up
6:53 PM
Thursday, July 09, 2009
stress...
argh...as if chemistry wasnt enough...
it was as if a bomb was dropped on me...i hate my life so much, i hate having to worry, having to cry so much and not have any solution to the problem. The problem just gets bigger and bigger its humongous now and there is no way out. Absolutely no way out. what am i gonna do...do i wait for a miracle? its all i can do anyway.
plus im a disappointment... what more?
bring it on!
I Confess I Messed Up
9:04 PM
The wound begins to close in on itself, to protect what is hurting so much.
_This Is Me__
~Name: Sarah Jane Gianna Anthony
Dramamama no.4
~Horoscope: Cancer
~birthday: 12th July
~Age: 18
~School: nanana...
_My Life__
~Ice Cream
~Gilmore Girls, Gossip Girl, Big Bang Theory
_xBitchesx__
x Studying
x Certain peeps...*hint*
_+wishlist+__
Razia's Shadow a Musical album!!
Time!!