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Saturday, February 28, 2009
For my lover boy- all those in favour of his execution raise up your hands please.
hehehehehe! its the hols!! wheee!! woohoo!! hahahaha!!
firstly im so so happy i have free time now
secondly i know tt once the results come out im gonna be dead, so i better enjoy myself first
thirdly i need a job!! i need money!! and my mom is acting protective again...saying she will pay me to clean the house...i know she just doesnt want me to work...lolness...
fourthly im pregnant.
hahaha! caught you! nah...i know old joke..i keep doing the same thing hahahaha!
well anyways...i am however gaining weight actually i am not...but im not losing weight either!! lolness...i keep eating chocolates during my free time and watching KDs non stop i sit around so much my back aches! how stupid is tt? my body cant stand the weight its carrying around hahaha!! plus i stay for a long time in the same position, staring at the same thing for 4 hrs straight...(sounds wrong)
best part...my back hurts when i walk...WALK! so when i finally get up only then do i feel the pain...so why would i want to get up then? hehehe!
but i am gonna move around....i have to hehe! if not i will really turn into a potato! i love the word poh-tak-toe...(poh has no toes)
ok down to serious biz
i met faus today and she was telling me about her 2nd year JC and like how she is really scared about it
so the following are sequence of events that took place today and her ans to my questions
(in the train with her mother and brother)
(casual talk about school and life)
1) What subjects do you take?
H2 math, chemistry, econs
H1 geography
2) Are you in counsel?
yeah im in counsel,
and ogl and sol(bigger ogl) and monitor and cca leader...(she trailed on and i lost her)
3) well, you just have to aim for NUS! you can do it! (smiles at her family members)
(brother) she is aiming higher...
(faus) I know i can do it...
4) (im my mind- yale...harvard) (no time for a huh?) Harvard?
yeah!
5) Have you researched on the place? Like how to get in what you gonna have to get? You know you have to go for an interview...? How is the interview gonna take place? What are your chance? (its a private college its gonna cost a heck load of money)
(confidently) yeah i researched a bit.
6) (what! a bit) (worried...) erm...well erm...erm...you gonna have to get a scholarship...you know that right.
I know, i already have a good testimonial.
7) (Heart drops, amazed by her zeal) (scared for her) Well thats great faus! Just work hard! you can do it! : D
yeah..i know i can. Thats also why im stressed...i must get all high As
8) (high As is not all you need to get. 3 year olds are on waiting lists to get into Harvard! didnt your mother teach you to face reality?) (argh! bad sarah! she is your friend!! your good friend! SUPPORT HER!) Thats great faus! you are the most amazing person i know! (looks at her mother beaming) (seriously) (trembling for her)(dont want to see her dissapointed) you will be able to get it! : D
Thanks sarah :D
bye faus!
(sarah gets of the train)
am i jealous? that she may have a chance? or do i know that she has no chance and that she is so freaking naive it scares me to see her like this!???
argh! again i end off in confusion and anger, with myself....is this fear? fear of myself facing reality? facing the truth about who i am? what i am going to do? i mean even though faus is insane! she has dreams...dreams for all you know she may get! and i...?
I Confess I Messed Up
8:04 PM
The wound begins to close in on itself, to protect what is hurting so much.
_This Is Me__
~Name: Sarah Jane Gianna Anthony
Dramamama no.4
~Horoscope: Cancer
~birthday: 12th July
~Age: 18
~School: nanana...
_My Life__
~Ice Cream
~Gilmore Girls, Gossip Girl, Big Bang Theory
_xBitchesx__
x Studying
x Certain peeps...*hint*
_+wishlist+__
Razia's Shadow a Musical album!!
Time!!