Sunday, January 25, 2009
weirdness day
so today was super weird it was like weird
sar emailed me about fauzi . About how he is thinking of going back to his ex....and how much she loves him...and how she is really really hurting like crazy....i dk what to do...i have not had any experience with love or having a guy put "happily single" as his status, after all her hints....
he is HORRIBLE why does she still love him? i dk....but she must have her reasons and i trust her...i trust tt he must have been really nice and amazing, which is what she tells us...he completes her sentences....knows what she wants....knows what she is thinking....massages her feet without her asking....making her feel like so good and happy! tells the most funniest jokes....chemistry unbeatable! but he treats her like crap sometimes...he ignored her and before this problem they were having a cold war! and he purposely sat next to her in school as if nothing happened and expected her to speak to him! and now....she is head over heels in love with him....she doesnt want to lose him....and i cant help her, i dont know how...
and then!! omg!! my cuz has a gf!! at first i tot it was cool...until my suspicions were answered....it was a girl i totally dont like! with my little experience with her...i just dont like her....i really dont to the core! she called me candy face!! candy face! omg!! and when she saw me today she said "oh my!" wtr...im super pissed with him...choosing her to be his stead??
i dont like her at all!! why!!?? anyways....i hope she doesnt break his heart....i wish them all the bestlah...cant do anything about it...
yeah! and i didnt do any studying today at all....im so behind in my work! and studies!! im gonna go study nowlah...not like i have a choice...although its so bloody late...but its my fault for going out yesterday...and today...and 2morrow i will be having church and reunion dinner....STRESS
and you! you! you are the T in my stress!
I Confess I Messed Up
12:59 AM
The wound begins to close in on itself, to protect what is hurting so much.
_This Is Me__
~Name: Sarah Jane Gianna Anthony
Dramamama no.4
~Horoscope: Cancer
~birthday: 12th July
~Age: 18
~School: nanana...
_My Life__
~Ice Cream
~Gilmore Girls, Gossip Girl, Big Bang Theory
_xBitchesx__
x Studying
x Certain peeps...*hint*
_+wishlist+__
Razia's Shadow a Musical album!!
Time!!