Monday, September 29, 2008
sometimes i just hate my parents!! like really hate!! they are just so irritating!! so insensitive!!
my mom video taped my greatgrandmothers funeral...and was playing on the com in the living room loudly! and i told can you pls stop because i dont want to see it..it will just remind me of today and all...and she was like "why?....its so beautiful...why you dont want to see??" then she turned to my dad and my dad understood how i felt..."why dont we just watch the tv show 1st"
but she just continued playing video after video scene after scene... she even asked me to transfer the video to my laptop so she can show my relatives...i mean what part of i cant take it dont she understand!!!!! she wants to put it in MY laptop!! the thing i spend the most time with....clossing my ears didnt work so i asked her why she has to watch it now cant she watch it like on a day when im not around? im always not around anyway....all she did was to act innocent and ask "why?...im just looking at how beautiful it is..." and i was like wtr??
she pushed me to the extent i had to escape to my room...and then she complained to my grandmother about me...or something like tt i cant think anymore cant rmb im too angry and emotional!! argh!! she just doesnt understand sometimes!! its like she has no heart!!! and my dad can just listen to her...he didnt even care!!
the worst part im crying now and i want so much for them to come support me but they are outside admirring the work of the new digital camera!!!
i dont understand make me understand!!!!!
I Confess I Messed Up
11:47 PM
The wound begins to close in on itself, to protect what is hurting so much.
_This Is Me__
~Name: Sarah Jane Gianna Anthony
Dramamama no.4
~Horoscope: Cancer
~birthday: 12th July
~Age: 18
~School: nanana...
_My Life__
~Ice Cream
~Gilmore Girls, Gossip Girl, Big Bang Theory
_xBitchesx__
x Studying
x Certain peeps...*hint*
_+wishlist+__
Razia's Shadow a Musical album!!
Time!!