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Friday, August 01, 2008
Trials
This is it!! why does all these bad things happen to me!!! i am weak, physically and mentally and emotionally....i dont even have the strengh to cry anymore, Ive cried so much this year....I LOVE HER so much!! why Lord why give me these trials... Why make her suffer....she wont be able to handle it. I cant handle it.
i cant stop feeling this hurt in my chest, like a spear piercing my heart. This pain so unreal...i wish it will all be a dream...
I wished that what happened was all just a dream...i just cant believe it, its so hard to grasp....
I feel i am being tested, my faith is being tested and i tell myself i have to be strong but i cant there is just too much and i cant stay strong anymore. I am ready to take my last breath...
But if i give up now who is going to stay strong for my mom...I need to be there for my mom, seeing her like this i know i have to be strong. The lady who went through suffering all her life is going through her biggest test. Most painful test.
Im drained, thank you 10 for helping me today....but yeah it has spread to her lungs, liver and her womb is gone definitely. the thing is she doesnt know....
I Confess I Messed Up
6:02 PM
The wound begins to close in on itself, to protect what is hurting so much.
_This Is Me__
~Name: Sarah Jane Gianna Anthony
Dramamama no.4
~Horoscope: Cancer
~birthday: 12th July
~Age: 18
~School: nanana...
_My Life__
~Ice Cream
~Gilmore Girls, Gossip Girl, Big Bang Theory
_xBitchesx__
x Studying
x Certain peeps...*hint*
_+wishlist+__
Razia's Shadow a Musical album!!
Time!!