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Tuesday, July 08, 2008
what a week
This was supposed to be a great week for me, but its not i failed from what i know 3 papers out of 4, the last paper i havent found out yet.....it better not suck i hope but then again hope is just four disconnected letters combined and put together by a disconnected man who missed the point....
I am really disappointed with myself, really disappointed. I really dont know what to do and how to tell my parents about the shithole im in....i really dont feel like celebrating my birth anymore....somehow celebrating your own birthdays seems a little boastful now...
Its not my first time but i seriously thought that after o'levels, i changed....i hate myself i hate myself so much, and i know that screaming at my self wont do the trick it but at least it doesnt hurt as much as when my parents do it....they already expected me to fail and i proved them right...YAY for me!!
I hate this mess this rut i am in. I need to get out but i cant do it alone i know i cant.....
I Confess I Messed Up
7:46 PM
The wound begins to close in on itself, to protect what is hurting so much.
_This Is Me__
~Name: Sarah Jane Gianna Anthony
Dramamama no.4
~Horoscope: Cancer
~birthday: 12th July
~Age: 18
~School: nanana...
_My Life__
~Ice Cream
~Gilmore Girls, Gossip Girl, Big Bang Theory
_xBitchesx__
x Studying
x Certain peeps...*hint*
_+wishlist+__
Razia's Shadow a Musical album!!
Time!!