Friday, July 25, 2008
I need you now more than words can say
sometimes my erhem....she acts as though i torture her...
Today i was on the train and i called her to meet me to buy shoes....and she was like
ERHEM: huh? i just got home i just changed i have so much to do....and i dont have any money....
ME: i have in the drawer bring it along ...
ERHEM: err...give me 20 min then...
ME: im 5 mins away why do u have to take so long?
ERHEM: okok 15mins
(puts the phone down)
I call her up again, feeling guilty....
ME: its oklah i can go myself 2morrow
ERHEM: ok then by then you will have money
ME: yeah ok....
I get home and realise tt she is like totally free...she was on the com watching youtube!!!
And now she is going to take a nap....
Another time it was raining heavily and i told her tt i could not go back and i needed her to come pick me up from the mrt cause i didnt have an umbrella....and she give me the same shitz about how its so troblesome for her to come pick me up...
so i told her nevermind i will just run home since its not tt far...when i got home, she had the cheek to ask me if i got wet?????
Somehow....i guess...i just feel so betrayed, sometimes i have to literally tell her my feelings but she still thinks its a joke so whats the point really....confused and misunderstood
life is never perfect.
I Confess I Messed Up
3:38 PM
The wound begins to close in on itself, to protect what is hurting so much.
_This Is Me__
~Name: Sarah Jane Gianna Anthony
Dramamama no.4
~Horoscope: Cancer
~birthday: 12th July
~Age: 18
~School: nanana...
_My Life__
~Ice Cream
~Gilmore Girls, Gossip Girl, Big Bang Theory
_xBitchesx__
x Studying
x Certain peeps...*hint*
_+wishlist+__
Razia's Shadow a Musical album!!
Time!!