Wednesday, July 30, 2008
I cant handle this (ps: only i can understand this)
call it love sick ( love sick?) i mean tiredness....call it whatever...i dont care i cant think anymore....my nose is running non-stop and my head is heavy and numb...im so troubled.
I have this really bad, call it a problem...i keep thinking non stop.
one small thing can be streched and escalated by a 100 fold....
im so tired of feeling this "want", - knowing that you want something but u cant have it, neither can you show that you want it.
Cause well...im not sure of my feeling about the "thing" part of me wants it, but what will happen if i get it? will i ever be able get it again? but somehow i dont want it completely, i want it part by part, bit by bit...
I know i cant have it i just cant....but i wish to see it everyday to be close to it....
LOL!!!!! oh my goodness what am i writting???? My feelings are in such a mess...gosh unloading on a blog feels so good....even if i dont even understand what i am saying...
I Confess I Messed Up
10:20 PM
The wound begins to close in on itself, to protect what is hurting so much.
_This Is Me__
~Name: Sarah Jane Gianna Anthony
Dramamama no.4
~Horoscope: Cancer
~birthday: 12th July
~Age: 18
~School: nanana...
_My Life__
~Ice Cream
~Gilmore Girls, Gossip Girl, Big Bang Theory
_xBitchesx__
x Studying
x Certain peeps...*hint*
_+wishlist+__
Razia's Shadow a Musical album!!
Time!!