Thursday, June 12, 2008
chiong
so today went to study at the library....and i managed to study 2 chapters of inorganic chem...thoroughly...i am super happy!!!
uh hem(clears throat)...i would like to thank...all the people who helped me through the phone-sms and calls, and helped me through my lappy- msn....I love u peeps...Thank you so much without you guys i would not have understood anything...MUACKS!!
so yeah quite a lot of things have happen today but its things i cannot reveal through a blog...but yeah lots of things happened...hehe...
i can say out my feeling of what happened...
1. lonely
2. frustrated
3. betrayed
4. guilty
5. joy
6. shock
7. confused
8. ignored
9. pain
10. used
darn it i so did not want to bring it up and talk about what happened because it turns me into someone else...but i cant help it.
i need to stop. i need to stop. it hurts to even think about it.
I hate how im happy and full of hope and then suddenly i go back to reality and the feelings gone.
i secretly just want to hug someone and cry on the person....
Hahaha im so emotional right now...laughing and crying feels so horrible....and yet i cant stop.
I Confess I Messed Up
9:54 PM
The wound begins to close in on itself, to protect what is hurting so much.
_This Is Me__
~Name: Sarah Jane Gianna Anthony
Dramamama no.4
~Horoscope: Cancer
~birthday: 12th July
~Age: 18
~School: nanana...
_My Life__
~Ice Cream
~Gilmore Girls, Gossip Girl, Big Bang Theory
_xBitchesx__
x Studying
x Certain peeps...*hint*
_+wishlist+__
Razia's Shadow a Musical album!!
Time!!