Sunday, June 01, 2008
ARGH!!!
Nanny is starting again....she is causing so much problems...they might admit her again.
I hate this! I hate the hospital! I hate seeing her inside! why...why cant she just get better?
The people in there affect her! They suck! Dont u get it the hospital is bad for her????? Why arent the pills working? its making her worse!!!!
Why cant she just be normal!!!! why cant she just be naive and innocent?
I know she is sick by why does her words hurt so much? am i biase to her already?
Sometimes i laugh at the rubbish that comes out of her mouth is that bad? is that evil?
I love u so much nanny pls get better MR up there in heaven..help her get better...
She is saying that we want to kill her? she says the maid cries when she realises my cuz didnt kill her.... She says things like she was raped and that the family put a white cloth under her to see if there is blood....?????? how does she know all this? she couldnt just make it up? what if it was all true? what if we think that she is crazy but its all true? Should we take her in again? will she call me all those hurtful names again? will she say that im trying to kill her? Will this affect me more?
she doesnt get that her stories dont make sense? argh...I love her so much!!!
Im so emotional right now...someone be my pillar pls im seriously gonna crash!
I Confess I Messed Up
11:28 PM
The wound begins to close in on itself, to protect what is hurting so much.
_This Is Me__
~Name: Sarah Jane Gianna Anthony
Dramamama no.4
~Horoscope: Cancer
~birthday: 12th July
~Age: 18
~School: nanana...
_My Life__
~Ice Cream
~Gilmore Girls, Gossip Girl, Big Bang Theory
_xBitchesx__
x Studying
x Certain peeps...*hint*
_+wishlist+__
Razia's Shadow a Musical album!!
Time!!