Saturday, January 28, 2006
holidays!!!
i have just realised that i have goodfrens, i always told myself never to have goodfrens cause when they are in trouble they will come to u and cause trouble for u...it happened once before i told my bestfren that i did not want to be her bestfren anymore well obviously...she cried...i felt so insensitive n bad but it was something i had to do, i hated the feeling of responsibility and people trusting u so much almost like u can solve thier problem...but u cant?...(well now we are just frens which i guess is good because after what happened she does not go to me for anything other than to talk bout crap, which is fun...hahaha) anyway
now i just let things go on naturally telling myself that i will not be close to anyone just frens...but i never realised that its up to my fren to want to be my bestfren and today as i was talkin to Joanne i realised that. That i am selfish in a way to think like that, keep myself away from problems. I mean one day i would need to turn to someone when i have a problem right? A bestfren....someone i can hold my life secrets with...
Thanks Joanne! u made me realise that the frens are what makes my world go round n best frens keep me alive to watch the world go round, they are like the yin n yang of myself...my life...i love u GLUE STICKERS...we are international G rated stuges for life!!!
life rocks with u all around:)xxx
I Confess I Messed Up
12:27 PM
The wound begins to close in on itself, to protect what is hurting so much.
_This Is Me__
~Name: Sarah Jane Gianna Anthony
Dramamama no.4
~Horoscope: Cancer
~birthday: 12th July
~Age: 18
~School: nanana...
_My Life__
~Ice Cream
~Gilmore Girls, Gossip Girl, Big Bang Theory
_xBitchesx__
x Studying
x Certain peeps...*hint*
_+wishlist+__
Razia's Shadow a Musical album!!
Time!!